Ever tired of the same routine? Burnt out?
This is me...I am so burnt out right now. My schedule is killing me. I'm trying to squeeze too much into a day. My day starts at 5:30 and by 9:00 at night I'm crashing in the bed. I have so little extra time for me. Even time with the husband seems limited.
I go to work...drive 45 min to work, work all day, drive 45 min home, cook dinner, clean it up, exercise for an hour, come home, take a shower, etc. (that was me in my monotone voice by the way).
I'm just burnt out....maybe I need a vacation, maybe I need a new job. I don't know what it is. I'm just tired of the regular plain jain routine.
Last night I selected to walk for an hour as my exercise. Deep down inside, I wanted to cancel on my friend and just stay at home. I did it though. She and I power walked for 1 solid hour and I felt okay about that. I knew if I did some strength training it would've been a half assed attempt, so we walked instead. I'm tired too from my long weekend, so it was nice just to talk and walk.
I'm thinking it may be time to start looking for a new job again. I've been with this company 3 years next month. I'm just burnt out here too....
I don't know if I told everyone or not, but I lost one of my WW meetings. It was a small at work meeting. I'm okay with it. They have a lady that worked in the company that was a trained leader. She should've gotten the meeting from the word go but the reason was due to internal issues. I think some thought it was a conflict of interest because she works with them, would know what they weighed etc. I asked her to sub for me 2 weeks ago due to work conflict, and they decided the conflict of interest was no longer. So, they called me last week to break the news. I was cool with it. I'm still leading one other at work meeting and then my normal weigh in meeting.
I'm still working on that big birthday party that my company is having tomorrow night. I can't wait for Friday! It will all be over.....